1. |
New Behaviours
03:01
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I’ll be waking up early to find myself something to do
That doesn’t revolve around you
Outside, hop in the car, it’s not normal at all
To be sat here on my own
I’ll go out to have breakfast so I don’t get sick of the view
It always reminds me of you
Maybe finish the album
I’m working on flat out to feel
Like I’m still a reason
I am still trying
Though it looks like
I might be on my way
And I am done crying over you
I’ll go 48 hours without staying inside my house
Trying to figure it out
How to sleep in my bed without you
On the edge of the mattress holding tight
Go for walks in the evening to clear out the feelings I have
The only solution I’ve found
Get myself back together
Up from the gutter
I’ve finally found my reason for it
I am still trying
Though it looks like
I might be on my way
And I am done crying over you
I used to love you in the worst way
But now I’m moving on to better things without you
Made me believe that I had everything
It took a lot of motivation to forget that
If I could
Draw the line
Change the way you made me feel About us
Maybe then I would learn how
To take back the pieces you stole
I’ll be waking up early to find myself Something to do
That doesn’t revolve around you
Outside, hop in the car
It’s not normal at all
To be sat here on my own
I am still trying
Though it looks like
I might be on my way
And I am done crying over you
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2. |
I Dare You
02:53
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Slow down
We don’t wanna get caught out
And I’m already checked out
From 100 miles back I’m relying on you
Relying
Real tough so far It’s been a long day
I just wanna get home and watch the television
I don’t care if it’s something different
I dare you to shout out loud
Get up and just scream like mad
And you can be angry if you want to
You can be angry if it feels good
Headlights
Wake me up from looking inside
You’re still dead but we’re not home yet
With the windows down I’m relying on you
Relying
One stop
We get out so we can stand up
And we don’t talk but we say it all with our silence
You know that we can do this
I dare you to shout out loud
Get up and just scream like mad
And you can be angry if you want to
You can be angry if it feels good
I dare you to shout out loud
Get up and just scream like mad
And you can be angry if you want to
You can be angry if it feels good
You can be angry if it makes you feel better
When you get upset
Say what you don’t mean
Just to feel something
I don’t mind
We can just forget
Like this never happened
If that’s how we deal with the long drives
Passing the street lights
We’re on the exit to Belfast
We’ll do whatever it takes to see this through
I dare you to shout out loud
Get up and just scream like mad
And you can be angry if you want to
You can be angry if it feels good
I dare you to shout out loud
Get up and just scream like mad
And you can be angry if you want to
You can be angry if it feels good
You can be angry if it makes you feel better
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3. |
A Temporary Thing
03:02
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I hate to see you so broken
How do I make you feel whole again
The weight of the world on your shoulders
But this is just a temporary thing
You taught me how to be patient
As I ran head first for the door
You pulled me back and said that time is a healer
We take the bad and keep our faith in what’s to come
Down the road we face many demons
But we don’t have to face them all alone
You were there when I needed
Someone to lean on
Let me be the one to guide us home
You try to hide that you’re hurting
Rush off to work in the morning
The smoke still lingers in the kitchen
We say our goodbyes from a distance today
All the right words don’t come easy
And these conversations always get the best of me
I’m useless but I’ll always hear you
I’ll wait if you need me to
And down the road we face many demons
But we don’t have to face them all alone
You were there when I needed
Someone to lean on
Let me be the one to guide us home
We are home
We are home
We are home
We are home
And down the road we face many demons
But we don’t have to face them all alone
You were there when I needed
Someone to lean on
Let me be the one to guide us home
Won’t you let me be the one to guide us home
Won’t you let me be the one to guide us home
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4. |
I Can Change
02:43
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I’ve always had a lot of problems with listening
You can try repeating but I won’t ever take it in
I’m a nightmare
But you can’t blame me for trying
Left on the heating after leaving for hours
And I keep spilling food I wanna eat
Down the sofa
Do I belong here
When my head’s wandering out there?
It’s the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I fall asleep whenever I drink a little too much
I get the fear I think I’ve said something stupid
I’m a disaster
Why do I even leave the house for?
I could write a book about
The things I’ve regretted
I’ve told a lot of stories that I really
Have shouldn’t
But what’s the point of living
If you don’t mess up at all?
It’s the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
Remember how it used to
Be so normal to accept who we really were
Whatever happened to that?
I can’t find what makes me feel
Like I know what I’m doing
If only it was that easy
To really believe that my ghosts are behind me
Why is this so hard?
It shouldn’t phase me
But I’ve been hating myself lately
It’s the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
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5. |
Scared Of Being Lonely
02:52
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I’ve been meaning to read more
With my head in a book
I wouldn’t have to think about it
Something I never act upon
Instead I’ll watch a video
Funny how it shows
When I’m struggling in the real world now And I can’t come down to say hello
I must’ve got away from my good Intentions
‘Cause I can’t focus on anything at all
And isn’t it strange
To be standing right there but so far away
I’m not scared of being lonely
Being lonely no
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one only
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one
Conversations I’ve been to
Don’t make a whole lot of sense
When I’ve been known to forget
And if my life was a tv show
There would never be an ending
Not one to remember
I’m struggling in the real world now
And I can’t come down
Cut to the bone
I must’ve got away
From my good intentions
‘Cause I can’t focus on anything at all
And isn’t it strange
To be standing right there but so far away
I’m not scared of being lonely
Being lonely no
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one only
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one
So convince me that it’s just a phase
But you don’t look at me the same way
Such a problem to be reckoned with
I know that love has been lost on us
And maybe it was always my fault
That we kept picking up at the same part
And maybe it’s not what you imagined
This to be
Isn’t it strange
To be standing right there but so far away
I’m not scared of being lonely
Being lonely no
I can’t be the only one
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one only
I can’t be the only one up here
I can’t be the only one
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6. |
One In A Million
03:14
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So far removed
From the space I occupy
From the life I thought I had
To what I have become
And I’ve given my time
Gave up all of my nights
To wondering why I am here
Why am I here?
If I’m replaceable
Then why should I carry on pretending
Like I’m the one out of a million
In your eyes?
And if I should be alone
Why does it feel as if I'm helpless?
All of the love that I’ve been given
Is never enough
To show me who I am
Show me who I am
I’ve been looking for guidelines
Give me a sign that I’m breathing
Might stand a chance if I’m dreaming
Might but there’s nothing to see here
And I’ve been walking in circles
To maybe find where I came from
Just to have known I was someone
Know that I am someone
And if I'm replaceable
Then why should I carry on pretending
Like I’m the one out of a million
In your eyes?
And if I should be alone
Why does it feel as if I’m helpless?
All of the love that I’ve been given
Is never enough
To show me who I am
Show me who I am
This burden feels so heavy
And the weight’s breaking
My body down
I can’t seem to find the way out
What if this is all that I am?
And if I'm replaceable
Then why should I carry on pretending
Like I’m the one out of a million
In your eyes?
And if I should be alone
Why does it feel as if I’m helpless?
All of the love that I’ve been given is never enough
If I should be alone
Why does it feel as if I’m helpless?
All of the love that I’ve been given is never enough
To show me who I am
Show me who I am
Show me who I am
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7. |
Cold Feet
04:13
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I have irrational fears
Of somebody watching from the other room
Showing me all the things I shouldn’t do
Feeding me lies, lies, lies
If I had a back bone in my body
Then maybe I would listen to the people around me
Instead of hoping that I’ll get it right
Instead of running out of time
I guess I get cold feet
I don’t trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Oooooo
And I can’t get my head above the water to tell you how
I’m sinking even further than let I on
I have irrational fears
That I’m only pretending
To be who I am
Holding the place until I’m moved along
I’ve been keeping the bed warm
Going through the motions
Is this what
Everyone was talking
To me about
I don’t know the difference between love
And sacrifice
I guess I get cold feet
I don’t trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Oooooo
And I can’t get my head above the water to tell you
How I’m sinking even further than I let on
I’m drowning
Oooooo
And I can’t get my head above the water to tell you
How I’m sinking even further than I let on
I’ve been losing faith for some time now
Maybe that’s just how we move on
Scraping at the barrel to get by
Anything to feel alive
I guess I get cold feet
I don’t trust my own instincts anymore
Been scarred by the outcome
Of letting too much of myself go
Oooooo
And I can’t get my head above the water to tell you how
I’m sinking even further than let on
I’m drowning
Oooooo
And I can’t get my head above the water to tell you
How I’m sinking even further than I let on
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8. |
Losing Sleep
03:30
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I can’t live in a world
Where I have to explain
My every action
For your satisfaction
I’m not built for it
I can’t stand the judgement
Of living every day in here
We grew up watching TVs
And going out to big screens
But who would have thought that
The world outside was ending
I fell for it
Like you the way you did
And we can’t change that now
I can’t go on like this
Shake it off like you do
When I’m losing sleep
Too tired to be a part of it
What’s the point of loneliness
When I’m losing sleep?
What's it all for?
I’m a liar if I said I wasn’t here before
Still not finding many answers
To why I feel so small
I've had my share of nightmares
Terrified that I’m in the real world now
Grasping at the moments
Silly to be hoping
When they won’t come back
I can’t go on like this
Shake it off like you do
When I’m losing sleep
Too tired to be a part of it
What’s the point of loneliness
When I’m losing sleep?
I can’t go on like this
Shake it off like you do
When I’m losing sleep
Too tired to be a part of it
Why am I still questioning
When I’m losing sleep?
I’d take the ignorance any day
But I am unable to let it lie
Caught between the conscious of living and my bed
I don’t seem recognise
You’ve been searching for the light switch
To shut out the dark
But I don’t think I could try to tell you how scared I really am
I can’t go on like this
Shake it off like you do
When I’m losing sleep
Too tired to be a part of it
What’s the point of loneliness
When I’m losing sleep?
I can’t go on like this
Shake it off like you do
When I’m losing sleep
Too tired to be a part of it
Why am I still questioning
When I’m losing sleep?
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9. |
In The End
03:21
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Everything is different
But I wear the same face
These skies are turning greyer Every second that you’re away
And I’m often looking backwards Just to brighten up the days
But these changes are inevitable
So I’ll be brave
For you I would walk beyond
The furthest breach
To be right by your side
Until the end is near
For you
For you
It’s unintentional but
I’ve been drifting off
Out of sight, out of mind
Doesn’t phase this train of thought
I’m losing my sense of every Comfort I had left
And even though I’m helpless
I hope that you’re still there
For you I would walk beyond
The furthest breach
To be right by your side
Until the end is near
For you
For you
For you
For you
(I’m not ready to get over you)
I’m not ready
To get over you
Although it might be time
To say goodbye
It’s killing me to see it through
I’m unsteady
When I think of losing
Every moment that we’ve had
I can’t surrender to anyone
For you
I’d give anything to be
By your side
For you
For you
For you
For you
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10. |
Kidding Yourself
02:48
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I only wanted to let go
You’re never happy with leaving anything unsaid
We went out in the thunder
Terrified that the roof was caving
On our heads
I get the feeling
I am not in something real anymore
I can’t find the reason why
So what are you waiting for?
Why pretend when it’s already over?
Kidding yourself
Thinking that this was forever
Love is such a devotion
The greatest high that I’ve fallen
Back down from
Too afraid if I let go
That I won’t find you again
In this lifetime
I get the feeling
I get the feeling
I am not in something real anymore
I can’t find the reason why
So what are you waiting for?
Why pretend when it’s already over?
Kidding yourself
Thinking that this was forever
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
What are you waiting for?
I only wanted to let go
I never thought of the damage
I would leave behind
If I could I would turn back the time
But I know that it wouldn’t
Change anything
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11. |
Cut My Teeth
04:10
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Some day
I’ll build a home
That’ll fill me with pride
And I’ll no longer wonder
What lies beyond
Until then I’ll be out
Playing against the odds
Surviving the circumstances
Of how I managed to live this long
Only six feet away from
Leaving early
Fragile as the day we’re born
Purpose on the hallowed ground
That we’ve built upon
And so I stay
My fists full of broken glass
Haunted by the ghosts of my Suppressed thoughts
Driven by the sound
I cut my teeth
Learning to heal from
The damage I knew to be normal
Lifted the pit from my stomach
When I took a turn for the worse
A while back
Only six feet away from
Leaving early
Fragile as the day we’re born
Purpose on the hallowed ground
That we’ve built upon
Only six feet away
From losing everything
We remain as the strongest souls
In the face of the great unknown
We trust that where there’s life
We will find our hope
Oooooo
(x4)
Only six feet away from
Leaving early
Fragile as the day we’re born
Purpose on the hallowed ground
That we’ve built upon
Only six feet away
From losing everything
We remain as the strongest souls
In the face of the great unknown
We trust that where there’s life
We will find our hope
Some day
I’ll build a home
That’ll fill me with pride
And I’ll no longer wonder what lies beyond
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12. |
Alarms
04:36
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Life’s been getting heavy
I’ve been getting up later in the day
Not because I want to
But these alarms don’t seem to work The same as they used to
God I’m so tired of hearing
My own voice
That’s when
The panic starts to settle in
And I’ll do my best
But I’m so full of empty promises
What a letdown
Thought I’d have kicked it by now
Instead of
Clinging on for dear life
I’ll be waiting up until I’m not
Another letdown
But that day never arrives
I thought I’d go outside today
But my bed had other ideas
Forgot to change my clothes this week
Tomorrow I swear that I’ll do it
I’ll be constant
For now I’m a number that no-one will ever reach
That’s when
The panic starts to settle in
And I’ll do my best
But I’m so full of empty promises
What a letdown
Thought I’d have kicked it by now
Instead of
Clinging on for dear life
I’ll be waiting up until I’m not
Another letdown
But that day never arrives
I can’t help it
If I disappoint you
I’m working on a turning point
(x4)
So I won’t be a letdown anymore
I thought I’d have kicked it by now
Instead of
Clinging on for dear life
I’ll be waiting up until I’m not
Another letdown
But that day never arrives
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